Well, I don't know if anyone will read this, but I need to vent a little. First of all, life is pretty good. My sister got married on Saturday so that was very exciting. I'm gonna be here in Cali for about 10 more days. We leave next Saturday to fly back. This weekend we are taking Logan up to Discovery Kingdom (Marine World now w/ rides). He's pretty excited cause he really wants to see all the animals and stuff. I think it will be fun cause we haven't really had a family vacation in awhile. We're supposed to go see Wall-E tomorrow nite, but it depends on alot of things right now. My best friend is ready to have her baby anyday, and just found out that she has gestational diabetes. Due to this information, they might need to induce her because she's only 10 days away from her due date. This being so, the baby could gain a lot more weight than they would like, so inducing her may be a good idea. I'm so ready for him to be born, I just don't want it to have to be under these circumstances. That's about all as far as my life is going.
The other things I'm having issues with is being very confused about the guy that I'm with. I'm a very strong and faithful christian, but he's not. Although our relationship is no longer causing me to compromise my faith, I am having doubts about whether or not he is the person I should be with. He is a great person, he makes me very happy, and I love him very much. However, if his religion is something that is going to cause me problems, it may be best to end it. Due to all this confusion, I decided to tell him that I need a break from dating. I feel that staying with him while I'm unsure if I want to be with him and while I try to figure things out isn't fair to him. He agreed and told me not to worry, cause he's not going anywhere. He told me that I need to sort things out, and to let him know once I do. Knowing that he's not going anywhere or looking for anyone else will makeme feel alot better. I just now have to deal with praying and studying to see what I should do or where God is leading me. It's just so hard sometimes to see what God is trying to tell you. If anyone reads this, please pray for me and send me a note of encouragement. I would really appreciate it!
